I like running. I like music. I like running whilst listening to music.
Whilst running I tend to fixate on one lyric of a song. The lyric repeats in my mind as I run. It becomes a mantra.
Repeating this mantra becomes a distraction from running and helps me get through tough sections of a race. Usually climbs or sections where I’m tired and sore.
Yesterday at the Stornoway Half Marathon I was listening to Scottish DJ Calvin Harris and his song I Feel So Close To You Right Now.
As I got to a hill I stared repeating the chorus in my mind.
“I feel so close to you right now….I feel so close to you right now…I feel so…”
Each time I repeated the lyric I powered further up the hill. I feel so close to you right now….I feel so close to you right now…I feel so…”
About half way up the hill I passed a female runner. She looked at me. I looked at her. She looked horrified. I realised that I hadn’t been repeating the mantra in my mind. I’d actually been saying it out loud!
No wonder she was horrified. She didn’t wants a big sweaty heavy breathing man running after her declaring how close he felt.
I ran away. Very fast.
My next mike split was my fastest in the race as I ran repeating the mantra “I feel so embarrassed next to you right now!”.
The race itself was cold and damp. I wanted to use it as an ultramarathon training run so I added a couple of miles to the start and end of the race so I could get to 18 miles.
I started off with the intention of running at a slow ultramarathon pace but my ego soon got the better of me. Every time someone passed me it would go “Why are you letting them beat you? You’re faster than them!”
I gave in to my ego and sped up.
I need to work harder to ignore my ego! If not the irony of writing that whilst simultaneously writing a blog about myself…