Day 8 and still no news from intensive care. Specialists from Germany have been called. No one will tell me anything. I don’t think they even know themselves what’s wrong.
It started with a simple check up. In and out in 20 minutes. Then they said I’d have to wait. Then they said “Go home”. Then they called and said: “We’ve found a crack!”
“What does that mean?” I asked.
“It means there’s no point you coming back today. Maybe ever. There’s maybe nothing we can do. We’re sorry. You should prepare yourself for the worse.”
And so I stumble from day to day not knowing what will happen next. Waiting for the specialists to finish their checks. Could this be… the end?
B*****rds!
Damn you, bike mechanics of Billy Bilsland, my bike has so much to live for – don’t let it die!
Pray for my bike, people, pray for a miracle while there’s still time!
[sob]
Twin brothers swimming, cycling and running in Scotland 